Hokkien Testimony #34
Today we welcome you to the 34th testimony in our Hokkien Harvest series. Today Pastor James Lim interviews Sister Shen Xiu Li. Just to look at her makes you realize what a smiling joyful person she is. Let’s listen now to Shen Xiu Li’s Hokkien story. An English summary is also provided below.
Shen Xiu Li’s testimony:
The first time I went to a church I was very curious and wanted to look around and see what church was all about. I saw the heart the brothers and sisters put into what they were doing, and I was very touched. I noticed the love that they displayed. I was indeed very curious to find out why this religion was different from others. I had attended church when I was small, but really just to enjoy and play around there. My parents told me that Christianity was for foreigners not for us. As Pastor Lim pointed out, sometimes our parents may not have an accurate concept of things. In fact when Christianity came to China, Christians not only shared about their faith, they also gave food and other things to hungry and needy families. So the phrase “Chiah kau” which means that you have enough to eat was often used in referring to Christians and the church as they provided for the needs of families.
So when I attended church, I too was given something to take home with me. Of course my parents and other Chinese families taught that Christianity was for foreigners and not for Chinese families. However once again Pastor Lim reminds us that John 3:16 tells us that God loves all the people of the world.
When I was small, one of my relatives was a Christian, so I did come in contact with the gospel and had a little understanding about it. When I was small I did go to church some. For instance, at Christmas when we attended we would receive things like candy.
I also followed my father on stage and performed. We worshiped a god and also presented entertainment at special times. This was all connected into the worship of idols. We worshiped O-Siau. As a child I didn’t really have any opinion about all of this, I just followed in the steps of my mother. Whenever we observed a special occasion, I helped to prepare for the idol worship or performance. Long ago more people would come out to attend a temple performance, but today few people seem to be interested in this. Originally these performances reflected a lot of Chinese culture; however, unfortunately little by little many superstitions and practices were added into these programs.
As a child I never thought about whether these idols were real gods are not. I just followed after my parents as they worshiped. However, when I saw people harming themselves like mediums did, I was very afraid. Although I think that most of the time I was a happy child who just enjoyed life. Yet, Pastor Lim reminds us that even though we may just drift though enjoying life, we ourselves know the difference between right and wrong. We are aware of what we are doing when we do things such as tell lies, have wrong thoughts, etc. These are all sins against God.
Growing up sometimes I was good and sometimes I wasn’t. I had a temper and would criticize and get on to people. I also later grew up without a father and it was very difficult for me. This one factor made a lot of things tough for our family. It wasn’t easy. My mother was the kind of person who would look to learn from others. My mother did marry again, but no one teased me about this because they were afraid of me and wouldn’t dare say anything bad to me. Many looked at me as though I was very strong and tough, but I personally often felt very weak.
I only studied through elementary school, because I was really not interested in school. Since I didn’t go to school, then I was to help make some money and sing the Chinese opera with my mother. Later when I did go to church, my mother told me that I could go but I could not join the church. I was the youngest daughter in the family and my mother really loved me.
My pastor had asked me if I wanted to accept Jesus, but I told him that my mother opposed that. However, he encouraged me to take that step. I asked him how, and he said that after I made the decision to believe in Jesus that I needed to make it public and be baptized. I accepted Christ on July 15, 1990, and my mother did not get angry. I think that she saw how I had changed in my behavior. I didn’t get angry like I originally did, and she was willing to accept my baptism. Formerly I liked to play around and loved to dance and drink, and now I didn’t. So my mother could see a big change in me.
I also wanted my mother to become a Christian. I began to pray for her and also shared some truths from the Bible with her, and I told her about God’s love. She also had a dream and was afraid. I shared with her that she could call on the name of Jesus. Later when she had this same kind of experience, she did call on Jesus and was not fearful. She later had another dream and said that she saw someone standing in a white robe. She was afraid, but I explained that white is good. I also told her that she didn’t need to be afraid, she could talk with them. So through this time she too came to believe and accepted Christ.
A word from Pastor Lim:
We have had the opportunity today to hear Shen Xiu Li’s testimony. We can see that change in a person’s life is not something that just appears on the outside, but a person’s inner being changes. So we need to look at people from the inside out, not just observe their outer appearance. It’s actually easy to dress well, use makeup or whatever to appear to be a good person; however, inside in our inner heart we know that we are dirty and have done wrong. But we thank the Lord, that the blood of Jesus can cleanse the sin in our life. If we with a sincere heart are willing to believe in Jesus, he will give us a new beginning, a new life. Through this we then can be saved.
At this time if you would like to put your trust in Jesus, then pray with me. I can help you pray a very simple prayer.
Dear Lord Jesus, I am willing to accept you to be my Savior and Lord. Please forgive my sin, and cleanse me with your precious blood. At this time I invite you into my heart to be my Savior and Lord, give me peace and change my life. Allow me to have a life that is good with value and hope. We are grateful Lord. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.